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Old May 13, 2008, 10:01 AM
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Bad night last night, wanted to cut, had the blade out, ready to cut, instead I just hit the wall with my head, my fists, broke a mirror with my fists, not the best way but I was able to release my anger and pain, still feel like I failed, no matter how I self injured the bottom line is that I still have cuts, and scars and memories of them all.
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Old May 13, 2008, 10:24 AM
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I've done this before. Actually, the first night I started si'ing I did this.
I know its not the most suitable way of releasing anger... but at least you tried to divert it somewhere else instead of cutting, so give yourself some credit for actually recognising that you shouldnt be cutting and stopping it!

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Old May 13, 2008, 10:28 AM
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Well it doesn't matter anymore. The want is still there, and so is the need to, I need to do this.
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Old May 13, 2008, 12:09 PM
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Alternatives Just very upset right now.
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I walk in my clothing, unmarked by that voyage.
Then the almost unnameable lust returns.
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Old May 13, 2008, 09:09 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are hurting so much right now. Can you call your t and get some added support? I am thinking of you.

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