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Old Jun 07, 2008, 03:48 PM
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it's been done
pain - to cause pain
to cause numbness
to relieve horrors
to prove worthlessness
to prove darkness

many minds -
kiya - 7 weeks free, maybe next time 14 weeks.
owlet - 7 wweks, 7 scratches. thought it was over for good.
destructives - you get what you deserve; you tried to heal, we keep you - you belong to us, not yourself. scratches done, you get other punishments for your crimes.
to prove
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Old Jun 07, 2008, 03:50 PM
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Old Jun 07, 2008, 03:57 PM
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Be good to you. All of you.

You are not worthless. Ever.
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Old Jun 07, 2008, 03:59 PM
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Old Jun 07, 2008, 04:02 PM
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Old Jun 07, 2008, 04:20 PM
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now can i have chocolate?
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Old Jun 07, 2008, 04:25 PM
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Please no chocolate!

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Old Jun 07, 2008, 04:31 PM
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ah man - i lost time again - i had the amount of self injury free time wrong >=( had i lasted, the 9th would have been 2 months. only 2 blasted days short. still, longest record since 2005.

but bbear.... i WANT chocolate!!! =(
i know... i know... find other ways to self soothe. like maybe watch my BEE MOVIE.
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Old Jun 07, 2008, 05:23 PM
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somethings else i realized - last time i cut it was a week before my md was to leave town for 3 weeks. yesterday i was telling md that my t would be gone in july and wondering what i can do for a back up. perhaps they are related - cutting and my support team being out of town.
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Old Jun 08, 2008, 07:46 AM
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It makes sense Kiya, maybe your just frightened that your backup 'comfort' source is going to be absent for a while...

Can you think of anything/anyone you can use for a backup backup comfort? You know, just something/someone there who can give you that little bit extra support??

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Old Jun 08, 2008, 09:15 AM
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Could it be the emotions knowing they will be gone are very strong and you are looking for a way to deal with them? Maybe you can think of some other coping skills to use to work your way through their absense. Know I am here for you.

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Old Jun 08, 2008, 03:59 PM
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yeah - i hadn't even put those things together until a lot later.
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