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it's been done
pain - to cause pain to cause numbness to relieve horrors to prove worthlessness to prove darkness many minds - kiya - 7 weeks free, maybe next time 14 weeks. owlet - 7 wweks, 7 scratches. thought it was over for good. destructives - you get what you deserve; you tried to heal, we keep you - you belong to us, not yourself. scratches done, you get other punishments for your crimes. to prove
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(((((Kiya))))
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Everyone is here for you hun..sending warm and safe thougths your way. Love Silver |
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(((((((((Kiya))))))))))
Be good to you. All of you. You are not worthless. Ever.
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(((((((((((((( kiya )))))))))))))))
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Kiya))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
BB
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now can i have chocolate?
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#7
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Please no chocolate!
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#8
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((((((((((((((((silver, christina, fuzzy,bbear))))))))))))))))
ah man - i lost time again - i had the amount of self injury free time wrong >=( had i lasted, the 9th would have been 2 months. only 2 blasted days short. still, longest record since 2005. but bbear.... i WANT chocolate!!! =( i know... i know... find other ways to self soothe. like maybe watch my BEE MOVIE.
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somethings else i realized - last time i cut it was a week before my md was to leave town for 3 weeks. yesterday i was telling md that my t would be gone in july and wondering what i can do for a back up. perhaps they are related - cutting and my support team being out of town.
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#10
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It makes sense Kiya, maybe your just frightened that your backup 'comfort' source is going to be absent for a while...
Can you think of anything/anyone you can use for a backup backup comfort? You know, just something/someone there who can give you that little bit extra support?? babyg xXx
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Could it be the emotions knowing they will be gone are very strong and you are looking for a way to deal with them? Maybe you can think of some other coping skills to use to work your way through their absense. Know I am here for you.
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yeah - i hadn't even put those things together until a lot later.
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