no friends

i know i've been such a downer lately, but i'm all alone. i know it's just highschool, but it kills me to be in a school of 2000+ people and about 5 will talk to me in a day. then there are people i'd really want to talk to, but i can't stand to be around some of their friends. you guys here are great, honestly, i don't know what i'd do with out y'all, but everyone needs interaction in 3D and i just don't get any. at least it's 3 weeks until x-mas break. but then i'll be bored the whole time. so sick of being lonely.

this life isn't worth the time

((((((sleepy)))))) i know whatcha mean

awwwwwww sleepy. Your life is worth the time. One. You have great personality.. It shows through your writing and when people interact. Unfortunately.. so far you havent hit the right place at the right time for tons of people to notice. But.. You will. How do i know. 1. B/c I am saying a prayer for you but 2. Even if you don't believe in that.. Its just the law of statistics that with the more numbers of people you meet, the higher probability you will meet someont who matches/clicks with ya ....ask the match prof on that one

so....
Keep reaching out, knowing your a great person. It will happen. I didnt have many friends in middle school or high school. I was very insecure. I now have a great friend. One thing that helped me make some friends was doing volunteer work, getting involved at church, and taking leadership roles. This forced me to be with people and allowed them to spend enough structured time with me to get to know me. It also relaxes you to have a consistent setting for being around people that is structured.

Best of Luck and please keep us in the loop on how it goes.

esthersvirtue

I feel your pain... A suppost to be friend wrote a note she said was from another girl that hated me.. She wrote

Kay**
Listen you ******!!
If you are going to talk S*it
Sait to my face
Bi*ch.

That just tore me today.. she also wrote some nasty things on my note book like witch, ******, fatso, and some stuff to stuff i written like

Mix
a probes body
v8 engine
spoiler
12" subs
and a cool amp
and you get my car

well she wrote

Kay** car that she well never get

Nor get the money from the last car I stole and crashed

My day was rotten you can say

well sorry your day was so bad... i guess we both had rotten days...

oh crap im starting to cry
better cut this short

Hi Sleepy, i can truly relate to what youre saying about being lonely. Been there...still am. It sux. I hope things get better for you soon. If you need a friend, feel free to email me at Uptown5@webtv.net.

Take care, Jagster

Sleepy...i kinda know how you feel. Feel free to pm to talk.x

*hugs* hun I'm sorry you feel that way I've never had lots of friends maybe 1 or 2! I say it's better to have 1 quality friend than 10 OK friends.

I agree with that Katt.

I have to chuckle in a dark humor sort of way when ever someone says "Its just highschool". Sigh. High school is as hard or even harder then life in the "grown up" world. I would never ever go back. The good news is that high school does come to an end.

As far as friends go, I totally agree with the Kat.
Carrie