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Ever since i was little i dreamed to be 18 to have conrol of my life, and do what i want when i want. I WANT MY MOM TO STOP CONTROLING MY LIFE. I want to have the option to go shopping in a blizard if i want to. I want the option to leave the house when i want to. I want the option of owning a car of my own. I want the option to eat what i want and do what i want. I WANT TO CONTROL MY F***EN LIFE. NOT MY MOM ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME. I want the option to spend MY MONEY not hers MINE. I want MY freedom. Her decision wont affect her it affects ME. I want my life, i want control of MY life, I want you to quit bossing me MOTHER, quit making me feel like S*** to quit making all my decisons. I WANT MY LIFE MOM I WANT MY LIFE NOT URS MINE MINE..
sorry disregard this. im just so mad cause my mom wont let me call a friend to go shopping in the cities. and we arnt having any snow fall and the roads are as bare as a babies *****. Im just sick of her controling me. Im going to quietly retreit to my corner and think of something to get her back.
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I know how u feel. My stepmother wouldnt even let me go out to the library or us to hang out with a friend. I rarely could call a friend or even eat what I wanted. I moved in with my grandma last June and since have discovered that life can be nice-especially if u can control even the smalllest amount of it. Good luck and please be safe.
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hey black I know exactly how you feel, mine won't even let me sleep past 10am!!! *hugs*
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