need i say more. felt good last night but now i'm disappointed in myself

The crappy thing is that I went so long without doing it and now I'm starting over. Drinking and cutting is NEVER wise. I hate this. My arm hurts... not in the good way... and I feel bad. And on top of it all, it's hard to just do it the one time. Once I do it, it's harded next time to not do it. I know I'm not the only one and you've probably all heard this a million times... just wanted to vent... VENT!!!!! Okay, I'm better now.

[SweetCrusader]

Bummer!

Try and hang in there, and post to us when you are thinking about it rather than after, if you can. Maybe we can help you get past the urge?

I know how hard it is, and I feel for you.

Angela

this might sound a little bit warped...

when i cut, and if i regret it.. i leave the wound uncovered.... every now and then i get a glimpse of what i have done, and i dont feel the need to do more....

i dont know if you are the same, but it buys me time between cuts.

if you ask me, the cutting alone sounds warped. i can say that cause i do it. i think that's why we feel bad when we do it. but the suggestion is certainly worth a try

[SpazKatt]

*hugs* it's ok you had a slip up please don't be too hard on yourself! You can start over!