am i the only one ??? or u 2 why ???

I havent si in a couple of months
but when i try to sleep
i dream of si all the time
in full graphic detail
why ??????

You're not the only one suffering with that, honey. I expect a lto fo people who are trying to stop Si get these dreams. it's kind of like your body relapsing, not because things are difficult, but just because your body's not used ot being this long without some form of injury, or something like that..

You're doing great, hun. The dreams should subside soon and I hope things get easier for you

take good care of yourself and do something relaxing before you go to bed. Lavender should help you to sleep without such vivid dreams and having a bath, hot chocolate and reading should help, along with some calming music