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I am at my aunt's house...it is 3:19 am here. I can't sleep and I am fighting the urge to get a kitchen knife......i can't wake 'em up cause jim is already grumpy from working all day and my aunt only got 5 hrs of sleep last night. i want to cut my arm with a knife soooooo bad. i called a hotline already, they just said to get some rest.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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What's going on that make you want to cut, Halliebeth? Talk about what you are feeling & why...
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f#*% it..i am gonna do it
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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When I was in a similar situation, I was directed to the following sites on the net for information on distractions:
The Healing House mirror-mirror.org self-injury page 2 The Student Center (from Silver post: Sat. Dec. 18, 2004) I hope these sites help distract from the urge to hurt yourself. |
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i didnt do it. thanks though
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Good for you! I hope you can remember this time, when you felt so desperate, yet was able to refrain from harming yourself further. I hope it will give you strength in the future.
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instead i stayed up until 4:45 am distracting myself
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I'm so proud of you. See how well you did?
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it was soooooooooo hard, i got really close to going getting a knife.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Hey hun... I know you may not want to hear this... but I notice this from you alot, maybe you might want to think of in house treatment. I know you are trying to resist, however it might help to have more support. *HUGS* I hope you are safe!
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
it was soooooooooo hard, i got really close to going getting a knife. </div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> You didn't do though. It's so great that you managed to resist! ![]()
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i am a little stupid...explain "in house treatment" please. Thanks for answering guys...luv u all!!!
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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Hi Halliebeth,
You're not "stupid"....I know you're smart. We're all learning. "In house treatment" is another way of saying inpatient treatment. I hope this helps. Take care, ErinBear
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