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Default Mar 06, 2005 at 02:00 AM
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AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! I am so freakin' stupid. i have been so triggered lately. last night i bought gauze and medical tape. i took 2 razorblades from the office in our store (blades for our box cutters). I cut so deep. any deeper and i would probably have had to get stitches.....funny thing is- it didn't hurt AT ALL!!!! why do i have to be sooo stupid????????????????????????????????????????????????? i have an appointment w/ new pdoc on Monday...I hope he doesn't ask to see my arms. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!

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Default Mar 06, 2005 at 03:09 AM
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You're not stupid, you just slipped up, and lots of people do that.

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Hallie, slipping is not stupid... it's just slipping. Everyone slips. It happens. You just have to try not to beat yourself up to bad and start again. Believe me.
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Default Mar 06, 2005 at 02:33 PM
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i think i am just really mad at myself b/c prom is next month and i have to make sure i don't "slip up" any more before then. I hope they are healed and faded by then.

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Default Mar 06, 2005 at 06:37 PM
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hey dont be so hard on yourself.... what triggered you may i ask?

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truth is i dont know

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