[takingbackthecrown]

i havent slept around, but i have definitely messed around in the past..
i always make sexual jokes, take everything in the dirtiest way possible, grab my friends' tits and asses, randomly bite them... i am very intimate with everyone i know and that makes monogamy hard for me. i have a boyfriend that i care for a lot and i have cheated on him before. he knows this too, but he forgave me. im the kind of person that will literally take an attractive girl into the bathroom and be like, ever been with a girl before? c;
i show pretty much everyone my nudes. i send my friends videos of me masturbating and doing things like that. i was sitting with my best friend and told randomly told him to play with my boobs. i have a friend who likes me and i dont like him, but im curious about his body and i'd rub him through his pants just to watch his face, to torture him and tease him, tell him he could never have me but then let him finger me...
i have random urges to kiss people or touch them. if i can get someone horny it turns me on so much. i like teasing people when they cant do anything about it. i fantasize about "unattractive" people, and how i could be a goddess to them and show them things they had only ever imagined. i love innocent virgins, insecurity, and younger guys.. i have a fantasy of seducing a 12 year old boy, and if i didnt have a chance of being caught i probably would have done it already. basically, im hella promiscuous and even with my boyfriend i constantly want to have sex. he is able to please me but not satisfy me and i still end up going home and masturbating. i'd really like to be able to focus on other things but this is my entire life and everyone knows it too. people talk about it and i have to laugh it off because it's true. does anyone else have this problem and what do i do x.x

[unaluna]

Based on your other posts, yeah you dont have the best sense of appropriate personal boundaries. We werent raised that way (ie neither was i). Therapy can reeducate you. If i were you, i would probably go to the library and read some childrens books on stranger danger and stuff like that - sounds like you need a crash course! They didnt have those books when i was growing up, but i was thinking i should probably read some parenting books - i never had kids, but there is stuff i need to know they dont teach in school.

[Artchic528]

If you feel you have a problem controlling yourself when it comes to sex and sexual acts (not necessarily sex in and of itself, but masturbating while others watch, showing others yourself in the nude, etc...) you might want to look into the root of why you feel such pleasure in doing so and why you lack such control. I think, though this is merely an observation not a diagnosis (I am no professional), but I think you might want to look into hypersexuality and various mental illnesses that are known for this. Bipolar is one such illness. Mania is usually accompanied by feelings of a very high libido, sometimes to the point of wanting to jump anything with a heartbeat.

If you discuss this with a therapist or a psychiatrist you can further explore why you feel the need to be so sexually open all the time, and how to maybe lessen that desire a little bit. I know some meds are known to kill libido or at least dull it. I apologize if you aren't the type to openly want meds in your life (for whatever reason), I am just suggesting it.

It's not necessarily a bad thing to do the aforementioned, but when you do it with random strangers, safety comes into question. The internet is an easy place to find and do many things via the webcam. However, some people, not necessarily you, might have trouble distinguishing what is appropriate and what isn't. I mean to say, they might want you to preform ever more degrading acts, and where do you draw the line when it comes to that? When will it come to having unsafe interactions with strangers that can result in many not so happy endings?

It's good that you came here, it means you want to change, and want to keep your current relationship intact and healthy. I hope you find peace and happiness in your journey and that I could help at least direct you a little towards that.

Sounds like maybe a personality disorder.

[Permacultural]

Is there a concern that people won't like you for who you are?

[Chickenkicker]

I have to chime in with Artchic about the possibility of bipolar hypersexuality. I'm bipolar and what you're doing sounds very similar to what I've done for many years...but at a lesser rate the last 10yrs or so. The second my eyes flipped open in the morning until I fell asleep the priority was on sexual contact of some sort. I would almost guarantee you I would have been involved with exibitionism too if we would have had these electronic tools back then. Whenever I pleasured myself in front of a woman, they had never seen it before because men just didn't do that. It drove them wild...and I loved that reaction.

When I was in my 20's I couldn't get enough. I would masturbate in trucks while driving down the road, people's homes, heavy equipment or jobsite toilets. There was no excitement over being caught...I just needed to orgasm NOW. Did anybody see me and not say something? I'll never know.

Funny how much that hasn't changed over the decades. I still have the overwhelming urge to get myself off at -least- once per day...more when the hypersexuality ratchets up. I got the diagnosis of bipolar 4yrs ago...and while that helps me understand what drove that behavior perhaps, neither that information or the meds I take for general bipolar has lessened the desire. I'm married now so I don't get out often, but when I do I -think- I'm still looking for an opportunity. Maybe I'm like a dog chasing a car...and I wouldn't know what to do with it if it stops. Lol

Sexual drive/libido is subjective: what is perceived as ok for one could be considered way out of bounds for another. But either way, the one constant for both views would be your physical safety first, and protection from pregnancy or disease. I would be concerned too that a 'friend' could turn on you and post or forward one of your 'sessions' to someone it would be harmful to, or gawd forbid social media. If that were to happen would an employer getting a look at one be far off?

Anyhow, I don't have any methods to tell you on how to lessen that high sexual desire. I'm just saying that perhaps you should give some thought to your physical safety and the safety of your electronic future....but I certainly know what you're talking about. Message me anytime!