[90210fanforever]

yes I am beginning to think I am a borderline sex addict because I use to watch porn and masterbate and talk sexual online to men all the time and I even met up with one guy from grindr a year ago and I regret it every day

the thing is I have been doing good and not watching porn and not talking dirty online or on the phone with guys and all of a sudden tonight I talked on the sex phone chat free line twice and masterbated and while it felt good at the time I feel bad now
but I think I might have a hold on the porn thing and the talking nasty online for now but I don't know how much more of this I can stand because the temptations get so hard

[Skeezyks]

Hello 90210fanforever: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central. There's a blog, here on PC, that may be of interest to you. Not all of the articles in this blog will be relevant. But I think if you scroll through the listing you may find some that are. Here's a link to it:

Sex and Intimacy | Sex, porn addiction and intimacy in relationships in a digital age

I hope you find PC to be of interest.

[FearandLoathing40]

Originally Posted by 90210fanforever

yes I am beginning to think I am a borderline sex addict because I use to watch porn and masterbate and talk sexual online to men all the time and I even met up with one guy from grindr a year ago

. ....................,........................ HUGS, I've been where you are earlier this summer. Only I was meeting about 2 or 3 guys a week. Some were regulars. I got a grip for awhile but couldn't stay off the internet and began meeting men again. I'm online every day whenever I can. It's absolutely horrible, I feel like such a slut.....but I have to have the attention like my life depends on it. Good luck, I'm not on often but message me if you'd like.