[12 car crash in s n]

hello I'm now 18 years old, never had any real girl-friends or even a date. kissed once in the 9th grade felt nothing, have a hard time masturbating and when i do cum, most the time its not even exciting just a mess. "attempted" sex at age 18 with a close friend, she had a huge crush on me 4 years and i knew nothing about it. during sex couldn't get it up.
i never was attracted to women or men. i really wish i could be straight or gay or bi or anything. i find feet attractive, and i find people get hurt attractive too, same with old clothing that worn down and ripped. so yeah just weird things and they don't even turn me on too much.
i have this fear that something bad happened to me when i was younger, i have six or seven (one looks like 2) scars on my groin and i have no idea how they got there and there really big, like i would know and remember when they happened and how they healed. but i don't my memory of me as a child is really spacey so i have no idea of how they got there...... it makes me really scared. so if any one knows any thing that'd be grate. bye bye

[Junerain]

The next time you attempt sex, have the young woman give you a blow job, works like a charm..good luck..

[12 car crash in s n]

oh...thats kind of what we tried...8(. she basically just sucked on my floppy...
but thanks for the tip. really thanks 8)

[Rhapsody]

While it is possible that something may have happened to you as child... it could always be possible that you are stressing so much over sex that you have decreased the brains desire for it, hence, the inability to have an erection let alone enjoy it.

hi, friend,

i suggest you ask your parents or see a doctor regarding the significance of your scars. it would put your mind to rest.

regarding sexuality, i hear a lot of anxiety which can affect sexual performance. instead of just trying sex, why don't you try for love? meaningful sex with a soulmate is the best.

good luck!