[.:ronnie89:.]

i find myself liking girls but i am engaged to marry a wonderful guy. i often times find myself looking at a girl the way i would a guy and trying to envision her naked... it feels so wrong...

[fade2blue]

I can only imagine how confusing that must feel for you. Hopefully you will find people in here who share thoughts such as yours, and can help you to come to terms with whatever you are feeling. Meanwhile, just know that whatever you are feeling is okay. We are who we are, and we feel what we feel. The most difficult part sometimes is just learning to accept ourselves as we are.

[Nemo39122]

It's not wrong at all, but I understand how it can seem that way. fade2blue made a good point, often the hardest thing is accepting ourselves. Whether we realize it or not sexuality is one of the first things we learn about when we're young. Boys like girls, girls like boys, they get married. Realizing that you may be a little different from that can be incredibly confusing. But it's completely normal. Good luck sorting out how you feel

[sugahorse1]

Please know it's not wrong. can imagine you are feeling bad, especially as you are engaged, but you need to explore these feelings and digest them - I suggest seeing a T who you can discuss this with.