[Cookiedough64]

I'm new here and I'm very nervous to write this out but i just want it to get off of my chest.

I'm very aroused by cunnigulus and often masturbate when guys or even girls do it to another girl. But last night when i was masturbating again my mind suddenly became curious of what it would feel like if i saw a dog licking a girl. When i saw a video of it was suddenly grew very aroused and actually orgasmed. Afterwards i felt disgusted and was actually to the point of throwing up. I'm not even into beastiality but i kept thinking why did i even think about it? I'm still haunted by that and even still aroused by it. I feel so lost, ashamed, and i can't even think straight.

I'm sorry but I had a strong need to let this all out.

[CantExplain]

I can't tell you what is right or wrong, but I can tell you that human sexuality is very flexible.

Its good for you to know what arouses you.

[pinkrosepetal01]

you would be surprised by what people do and like to look at, you r not the only one. thats all im saying.

Perhaps you were just responding to the affection element of the video - licking is a sensual, comforting and as already mentioned affectionate act, regardless of where its done or who was performing it. Cantexplain is right - human sexuality is extremely flexible, i wouldn't read too much into the matter, there are all kinds of alternative porn out there - a friend of mine once knew a guy who got turned on by people having their heads flushed down a toilet (!)

Just be kind to yourself, we're all human and sometimes we need to give ourselves a break. Good luck

[shipping]

Cookie, in my opinion, there is nothing wrong with fantasies in your mind that arouse you. I think it is lovely. I sometimes have extreme fantasies, and it made me feel bad at first, when I was younger, so I understand. It takes time to get used to your mind because we evolve all the time. Personally, I think there are good reasons to enjoy the kind of fantasy you describe. For one thing, I completely agree with bb; your fantasy involves affection. For another thing, there is a purity in animals that makes us love and enjoy being around them. And finally, people are animals too, and sometimes we have to let go of our human side and relax with our animal side. We, like animals, have instincts. Animals are often our companions and they are role models for us to feel free and unashamed of our instincts. I am still pretty new here so I hope I didn't say anything against the rules. Peace.

'We, like animals, have instincts. Animals are often our companions and they are role models for us to feel free and unashamed of our instincts.'

- Damn straight shipping!