Is this wierd.

I find **** play arousing, but not in terms of giving. But rather receiving, I enjoy it so much, that I have made it a requirement when I meet a new girl. And I even fantasize about stretching it with the largest toy I can find, and having all girl or t-girl gangbangs on me. Is that a bit obsessive?

Not at all. I'm currently looking for a guy I can peg and make that a major factor when choosing a boyfriend. Stuffing is also normal for both guys and girls, it's a good feeling (though I do not like to be stuffed, I like the thrusting better).

I have also made a comment on your other thread, but this is not strange to me at all.