[tacoqueen1993]

I have been so confused on whether I am more Into men or into women. Generally I think I'm attracted to a lot more women than I am men. I am in a serious relationship with my boyfriend, we are living together, and as every other relationship I have been In It hasn't worked out or has started to fall apart eventually. I watch porn mostly for the women. I have experimented with women. I actually cheated on my boyfriend two days ago with a bisexual women who Is also In a relationship. I got too drunk, my boyfriend freaked out. That was the oldest women I have been with. Every other time was a 3 some. My first or second experiment was with an older cousin that was a girl, I also had oral sex with a friend of mine growing up. She used to teach me to put objects inside my vagina. I remember at the time not liking the taste. I don't know. I mean I'm attracted to my boyfriend, I love him, but The thoughts of women are always In my head. I dated a girl the beginning of high school who was a friend of mine, I remember feeling awkward and worried my parents would find out. I don't know what to think anymore. I have fantasies of women using a strap on with me, or having a threesome with 2 women.

[Patagonia]

There's no set law that says you can't change your mind. If you're not sure I think you have to go w/ your gut & find out, but you said you're in a serious relationship w/ a man. IMHO you owe him a serious talk about how you feel instead of going behind his back. It would make it a but easier for both of you. Then find out what you're drawn to the most.
Not sure if this helps, but I wish you luck