[Yismymindblank12]

Nope, can't stand being forced by an abusive mom who is so sex negative. I'm a damn adult and I need space and respect and my mom wants to ****ing let me die choking myself. My relationship is always been toxic she almost got me killed as a kid, I have to tend to her ********. I can't be myself, I'm usually working at a job paying her ****ing debt. I want to kill myself, because I hate, being trans deep down as a male. I want to have a poly relationship, but I can't have any ****ing relationship or social life, because of her. I want to die, because she is a miserable **** and wants to put her misery on others as she sees fit. I can't stand this anymore.

[Yismymindblank12]

I want to be sexually free, I hate being a guy stuck in my scenario desperately trying to leave or die, because this **** is ****ing hell. I want to stop staring at walls all day expecting to waste my time. I can't do anything for me it has to be her way and her benefit or no benefit if she did something for herself for once and not let anyone else do things for her constantly her entitlement has pushed me over the edge. I can't have sex anymore, till I leave. It's not an issue of be abstinent again for awhile, but dammit it will be if she continues this path of wrecking my life. I hate being me, I want to never ever come back here. First day I leave here, I'm going into an orgy because leave me alone can I be free to be myself sexually and make my own choices safely bout it. I'm ****ing 20 years old, quit treating me like a child and my dad like a child and my sister, you are the child not me. I'm transgender, I am a grown woman on the inside with a body of a man and want to be in a physical emotional relationship with women, and you are not apart of my life anymore.

[Yismymindblank12]

I've been sexually starved and being tormented and shame to wanting sex. I hate myself because of her.