[ashakattack]

well, my first language is not english, but i'll try to explain anyway... yeah, this is what happens, people different people, all ages, friends and not friends, close people and people who i never ever spoke, they dream about me masturbating, how do i know and when does it happen? here is what I have found out through time...

Now I'm 33 years old, and I'm GAY, but i the first time i found out about this i was 12 years old, when any other kid starts masturbating... it seems that, when i masturbate to someone I really really like, someone i'm attracted to... that person dreams about me doing it, i mean, about me masturbating... my first crush in the world, it was a friend from school, i was only 12 years old, or maybe 13, and i liked him a lot, and i used to masturbate all the time to him, fantasising that he and i were having sex.... he was such an uhmm inspiration... but, everytime i masturbated (at night) the next day, when he first sees me in the morning at school, he used to keep staring, and looking at me very weird, i dont know the word, confussed i guess... and i used to feel like he was like rejecting me somehow or like he just wouldn't like to speak to me at first.... by the end of the day, it was a more normal situation....

one morning, (next morning i martubated to him) he was like (like many times) weird and conffused and since he was a friend, he comes to me and tells me that he dreamed about me masturbating... and i was like ok, it was a dream, no big deal, but, but i started to pay more atenttion to this situation, and, found out then, that, actually the same thing happened ONLY WHEN I MASTURBATED THE NIGHT BEFORE... i started doing it, or masturbating to other guys that i like, guys that i never ever spoke or they didnt even see me ever, and THE SAME THING HAPPENED... they keep staring at me like they remembered something, STARING, not just looking at me or seeing me, they were STARING AND THE SAME LOOK AT THEIR FACES, weird, confused, like, why a guy would dream about other guy masturbating himself... and it keep happening all the way through High School... sometimes i was just doing to see people reaction to it, and i was EXACTLY THE SAME REACTION... same thing in College, it was so weird, i had TOTAL control of it, like i said, sometimes i was just doing it to see their reaction, from unknown people, and the same results...

and it keeps happening now at days... OTHER THINGS I FOUND OUT THROUGH TIME, AND THROUGH what i like to call "TESTS" is that, THE OTHER PERSON NEEDED TO BE SLEEPING WHILE I WAS MARTURBATING, so the other person could dream about me masturbating... OTHERWISE THEY WON'T DREAM ABOUT ME.... AND OF COURSE i really really really have to like that person, like i need to feel that sexual attraction to really feel like masturbating...

i know it is weird and funny haha but it does happen, i've tried to talk about it to friends to see if it happens to them too, but no one ever knows or have experienced that.... i tried to look on the internet, and google, but, haven't found anything near close to what i experience....

I hope someone could help me understand why this happens, and if it is a normal thing or i don't know, since i can control it somehow i'd like to think i might be able to do something more hahahah i don't know

thanks for reading

[kaliope]

hi ashakattack
what you would want to research is the metaphysical world and energy attraction. when you are energetically linked with someone and thinking about them, they can pick up on this energy as well. like when the phone rings and you know who is on the other end because you sense their energy. this could explain the phenomenon you are describing. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome