Ive had gender issues for years, thinking I was in the wrong body, and had plenty reasons to think so. Even today my main is fem.

Reality says it's not possible. I think like a woman but is a man. I'm getting a divorce because she doesn't meet my criteria of a good woman because I know better. Hm, screwed up or what?

[CANDC]

Hi Always, I am sorry you are feeling out of sorts or not quite comfortable.

There are days where my mind is reacting in the opposite ways it does usually and I feel a little out of sorts as well. I don't think it is so unusual that it happens to people.

Are you really getting a divorce or are you talking about your alters?

Be careful making permanent decisions can be difficult especially when we find out how much of our support system can be tied up in a relationship.

It's real. We all agree. There is so much against this Union. It was a mistake the moment she admitted she lied to me, like a day after the marriage ceremony. So it's for real.
She sides with everybody against me! Dang it, now I git to deal with a 2 front war. Never has my back.

Originally Posted by CANDC

Hi Always, I am sorry you are feeling out of sorts or not quite comfortable.

There are days where my mind is reacting in the opposite ways it does usually and I feel a little out of sorts as well. I don't think it is so unusual that it happens to people.

Are you really getting a divorce or are you talking about your alters?

Be careful making permanent decisions can be difficult especially when we find out how much of our support system can be tied up in a relationship.

Are you okay? I hope so. Please feel good.

[CANDC]

I am doing fine always. Just the usual stuff that happens.

Hope you feel good too.

I shouldn't be here till I'm better. I'm anti helping. Signing out.

[CANDC]

Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2

I shouldn't be here till I'm better. I'm anti helping. Signing out.

Always, I think you help people express things they do not know how to put in words.

I am learning a lot from your posts. I have little alters too, but I keep them on a leash. I guess I am a strict master because it isn't so challenging for me because that is not my major issue.

Keep posting please.

I'm a control freak, or so I thought. My conscious runs the show, but my personnas shape it, so I'm under the delusion that I'm in control. But after the initial charge, I generally have almost zero recall, so I live a fragmented life. For example, everytime I read something posted on here under my account, it's like I never seen it before, especially after a drink or two! Lol. So, we're not in charge as much we delusionally like to think?..I think!