I don't consider myself to have an orientation. In high school I dated more women than men, and after high school I've only been dating and having sex with men. I don't think I'm straight even though I prefer men sexually and romantically, but I don't think I'm bisexual because I don't see myself marrying a woman. I've recently began to have sexual feelings towards women, particularly Elsa from Frozen. I work in retail and today I had to work in the kids section where there are several aisles filled with Frozen products so I spent all day having NSFW fantasies about Elsa because I couldn't escape seeing her face. I've never had sex with a woman, but recently I've been fantasizing about what it'd be like. I'm pretty confused because I have a boyfriend, but we've been dating for over a month with no kissing, flirting, or anything romantic, so now I'm feeling bored and I guess that's why I'm having these fantasies, but why women? Why not just have fantasies about men? I do have fantasies about a male celebrity I like, but right now all I can think about is Elsa and my female best friend who I've been somewhat intimate in the past with.
I guess what my question is is why I'm having these fantasies about women all of a sudden and so passionately. I don't think I want to date a woman, mostly because it'd be so confusing, but I'm craving a sexual encounter even though I have a boyfriend.
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