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In many films and serials devil, demons, ghosts and etc. use to possess primarily women. Vampires may me added here. Somehow I find it attractive: long time ago I got aroused during watching some cartoon, where some 'evil' possessed woman and she got changed when I was very little boy and got really confused, because did not understand what was happening to me.
Noting really changed with age. I would not be mind the very fact of it, but it does create some problems in sex sometimes: I feel I need something of that 'mystery evil' to get really excited.
My own assumption is that problem in uncertainty in myself: some supernatural stuff should happen to female to get her really excited to me. I am young healthy guy, making some successes in job and I have wonderful girlfriend, and we love each other. I really want to learn a nature of this problem to solve it. Thank you for attention.

It just sounds like some harmless fantasy hon. We can take a little feeling and attach an emotion to it, like a young one in puberty is sexually sensitive...after all, that's all we think about then. We can then take this fantasy and use it as a tool in our mental sex tool box.

It also sounds like there might be some self-esteem issues and that we are using this tool as a crutch to perform when maybe this crutch can be the source of awkwardness?

If this is bothering you, since it's mental, just quit using it and it will go away.

This is all speculation of a possibility. You would be better suited consulting a specialist in said matters. Good luck!