If having mental issues isn't enough...

So I just started a new job and I have been there for a couple weeks now. I feel like I have been having trouble acclimating myself to it though maybe based undiagnosed ADHD. But anyway my personal life is a mess I don't have a lot of friends to talk to and tend to sometimes say things without thinking out how another may perceive them. I guess I consider myself bi I have a kid with a woman but I am more attracted sexually to men. So anyway I walked into work and everyone is talking about how much strippers make. I am cool with everyone so far, but I had a very awkward situation. One of the younger guys who is a few years younger than me was saying he would get back in the gym and get ripped and I was just like "Yeah you can make a lot of money, but it depends what route you go." I was meaning dancing for guys or girls because I don't know for sure but it would seem like guys pay more money for stupid stuff like strippers. He gave me a confused look, and asks me what I meant, so I said stumbling all over my words," you know like would you do clubs? Or like those parties girls have what are they called oh bachelorette." He seemed kinda weird afterward, its a tough world to live in where you have to hide stuff that make others distant them self from you, it doesn't make it easier to be lacking in friends to talk bs with. I should have kept out of the convo altogether as I originally was doing.

maybe your just trying too hard to fit in ... relax ... be yourself ...

Omg... I know what you mean! Just one of those moments that I can die over. It would do no good to think about it. Just move on, besides, it's his loss anyways!