I can't sleep when I am this sexually frustrated

Hello, I am feeling very annoyed as I am so horny and I just masturbated with a vibrator but it's still not enough for me like I am not satisfied. It is really annoying because I want to sleep but I am never really satisfied. There's this guy I like and want to sleep with and because he's not with me I feel dissatisfied with just getting myself off. Like if I at least had a picture of him my insatiable appetite for him would calm me down. Basically this guy I know him from high school is the only guy I really sexually fantasize about. I am so sexually frustrated and I just wish there was a way to satisfy it without going into overdrive and becoming frustrated that I can't attain a person.

I so understand....I see this was last night, so I hope that you got to sleep okay some.

I finally fell asleep but before that my cousins face popped up in my head coz I really missed her and I needed to look at her pictures before I could fall asleep.