[lil.secret.shhh]

Alright. I feel this is rather attention seeking and I'm not sure if I'm overthinking this. But here goes.

When I was 10, I was on a school trip to China. Everything went fine and I had a good time on the trip.

On the flight back, I awoke from sleep really needing to use the washroom, and looking at the time, we were about an hour or two away from landing, so I decided to wash up at the same time.

I was standing in line waiting for the washroom to become available, between two men. The first man went into the washroom so it was just me and this other man. Suddenly, I felt him pushing his crotch against me. I stumbled forward and turned behind quickly, annoyed but afraid.

I don't know if anything else happened. I don't remember anything between that and getting back to my seat. I didn't tell a teacher or anything.

After that whole ordeal, upon getting home, I was suddenly interested in sexual things. I don't know if was interrelated. But I needed to get this off my chest. Help?

[Skeezyks]

Hello lil.secret.shhh: Thanks for sharing your experience. I don't know as there is any help I can offer. I think this may be something that would be worth talking over with a therapist if you have one, or if you would have the opportunity to see one at some point in the future. It's clearly something that's on your mind & having the opportunity to talk through it in real life may help you to finally put it to rest once-&-for-all...

[miss_rainy]

For me, that usually happens. When I was young my cousins used to do stuff like that to me and I was interested in sexual things at an early age.