Here lately, I have been having an enhanced sex drive.

It all started after being turned down by a girl that I met on the bus last week after finally working up the courage to ask a female out on a date (something that I've always struggled with due to introversion and being socially awkward at times). She turned me down because she is a lesbian but said she would be my friend. Of course, the next day when I was going to meet up with her for coffee as a friend, she didn't make it and wouldn't answer my texts so I gave up on dealing with her.

Thing is, this female in particular, even when I was around her, I had a strong desire to want to have sex with her which is why I asked her out on a date in the first place considering that I'm nowhere near ready for a relationship. What made me feel this way about her was the fact that she also was wearing a short black dress and was lugging around a large backpack that had her laptop in it and the way the backpack was positioned hanging down off her shoulder made it to where when she walked, the backpack was pulling the back of her dress partially up, yet she seemed either too lost in her head to care or too oblivious to know what was going on.

Anyways, since meeting this girl and ultimately being turned down by her and removing her from my life for ignoring me, rather than feeling upset about it, I am finding myself with an enhanced sex drive. Every female that I meet that is at least somewhat attractive I want to have sex with; especially females who wear dresses or skirts that are above knee length. Today, I was volunteering at the library, and there is this female employee there that I've had a crush on since I started volunteering there but beings she has a boyfriend, I backed off. Today, however, she came in in a short black skirt with black slippers and I had such obsessive thoughts about wanting to have sex with her and see up her skirt that I had to go do my volunteer work at a separate part of the library to distance myself from her.

What is even wrong with me? lol

[FeelingOpaque]

Nothings wtong with wantimg to have sex - its the single most important pary of being human, the ability to reproduce the species in large numbers and therefore the survival of the species. The only problem os of you dont have it, that can cause a lot of stress. Theres only one solution to the problem...

Originally Posted by FeelingOpaque

Nothings wtong with wantimg to have sex - its the single most important pary of being human, the ability to reproduce the species in large numbers and therefore the survival of the species. The only problem os of you dont have it, that can cause a lot of stress. Theres only one solution to the problem...

That's the thing though. I don't have a desire to reproduce; the only thing that I desire at this point is an emotional bond with somebody which is another thing that sex accomplishes.

Also I normally have a low sex drive and instead, prefer things such as hugging and cuddling with females, however, it seems that I have had an increased sex drive as of late.

I don't know if I'm just lonely or attention starved or what but I wish I didn't have to deal with this annoyance among everything else going on in my life.

[Artchic528]

Does watching porn help? It helps me when I get particularly in the mood all the time. At least it takes the edge off.

Originally Posted by Artchic528

Does watching porn help? It helps me when I get particularly in the mood all the time. At least it takes the edge off.

When I either watch porn or look at pictures of attractive women (even ones that are clothed), I feel better and am able to repress my urges.

However, it isn't uncommon for me to masturbate 3-4 times a day when doing this which makes me think that I have had my needs repressed for too long or something.

I don't know though because I haven't had many chances to explore this side of me further.