Why do I like “rape”?

I’ve had my past. My boyfriend understands and also has his own fetishes which is probably why we get along so well sexually. I love feeling like I have no choice or like.. just being a sexual object to use any time (even in something extreme like the middle of Walmart). I want to dress like a slut and learn how to wear heels and wear makeup. I don’t really have any shame or pride. I want to be dressed up and paraded around but I don’t know why. Like extremes of short skirts with no underwear and doing sexual things when I know people can see.

You answered your own question. It's your preference.

I assume you like it because of something in your past. Are you okay with it all?

there's genetics and environmental factors throughout life. creative people often are able to explore different ways of going about sex. sex isn't everything, though.

i can get it, it's just a fetish. everyone has them . some are just a little less common than others. doesn't mean they're bad. as long as you like them and they're ya know. legal. and if it's consentual "rape"(rape play) than thats perfectly legal. you do you.

I actually read that "rape fantasies" can be quite common among straight women. Some form of pleasure associated with domination perhaps? I don't know if you're female but thought I'd add that comment.

If your desires are concerning or confusing to you, you can always consult with a sex therapist. A friend of mine said a sex therapist really helped her figure out some of her sexual patterns.

I would not focus so much on why but instead on staying on the right side of the law - you can get in legal trouble for "indecent exposure" or similarly called acts if you get caught. Try finding safer outlets.