Advice on resisting temptation?

I'm a little confused about What I do know is that my mother is disgusted by the idea (One of the only few people I've told), and she's emotionally intelligent enough that I want to accept myself but have the ability to resist temptation should I ever be faced with it. Thoughts?

Hello Nzoch: I don't think there are any particular thoughts I could share with you regarding what you wrote except to suggest this might be something to delve into with the help of a psychologist or mental health therapist. (Perhaps other PC members will have some thoughts they'll wish to share.) I believe this is your first posted thread here on PC though. So... welcome to Psych Central. I hope you find PC to be of benefit.

I don't think I've ever had the pleasure of chatting with a . Nice to meet you.

I don't know a lot about the subject, but I have a severely diminished capacity for disgust and horror, so hit me up if you want to have a frank discussion on the topic.

I would get help because thoughts usually manifest themselves, or become real. :/