so, last night was the third night with nightmares

I am keep seeing my dad ( I was always scared of him, he didn't abused me but he was scary authority figure to me)

Last night, I ran into my sister who abused me for I don't know... 20 years???

I saw her and she was walking and holding her daughter's hand.

They were running to take subway or trains. I was going somewhere that I've never been to. I was anxious and rushing cuz I knew that it would take over 1 hour to get to my destiny.

There were a lot of ppl in the station. they all seem to know where they are going to, exactly which train, which way etc...

Looked like I am the only one who doesn't have any clues on which way or which train I should take. because there were so many different ways.

Then I ran into a lady and showing my map and she told me she would help me. Her train was about to leave and I told her to get into the train saying don't worry about me. but the doors were already closed so I was relieved that she can stay and help me. but there was a woman forced to open the subway door and this lady decided to get in to the subway.

I was dissapointed... I was holding my map and feeling very anxious, trying to find some ppl who would help me.

I just decided to take a risk and got on the next subway.
I was talking to some ppl and they told me I was going totally opposite direction.

I got quite scared and thinking worried that if I have to change my subway, I didn't want to end up taking same subway with my evil sister.

Thankfully I didn't run into her but I ended up in the middle of the street with the round about. There were so many cars...there was no way I could cross the street. a lot of drivers didn't fallow the rules and I was overwhelamed...

what is it that I am keep running into my family members who I don't wish to see, I have lots of fears toward them, I am feeling so lost, don't have any clue where to go and end up going to wrong places...

can someone help me with this???

[reg12]

Sounds like you are avoiding something that you should be facing.

Originally Posted by thetimeis944

so, last night was the third night with nightmares

I am keep seeing my dad ( I was always scared of him, he didn't abused me but he was scary authority figure to me)

Last night, I ran into my sister who abused me for I don't know... 20 years???

I saw her and she was walking and holding her daughter's hand.

They were running to take subway or trains. I was going somewhere that I've never been to. I was anxious and rushing cuz I knew that it would take over 1 hour to get to my destiny.

There were a lot of ppl in the station. they all seem to know where they are going to, exactly which train, which way etc...

Looked like I am the only one who doesn't have any clues on which way or which train I should take. because there were so many different ways.

Then I ran into a lady and showing my map and she told me she would help me. Her train was about to leave and I told her to get into the train saying don't worry about me. but the doors were already closed so I was relieved that she can stay and help me. but there was a woman forced to open the subway door and this lady decided to get in to the subway.

I was dissapointed... I was holding my map and feeling very anxious, trying to find some ppl who would help me.

I just decided to take a risk and got on the next subway.
I was talking to some ppl and they told me I was going totally opposite direction.

I got quite scared and thinking worried that if I have to change my subway, I didn't want to end up taking same subway with my evil sister.

Thankfully I didn't run into her but I ended up in the middle of the street with the round about. There were so many cars...there was no way I could cross the street. a lot of drivers didn't fallow the rules and I was overwhelamed...

what is it that I am keep running into my family members who I don't wish to see, I have lots of fears toward them, I am feeling so lost, don't have any clue where to go and end up going to wrong places...

can someone help me with this???

Sounds to me like you are struggling with your choices and paths you have taken if life. You are looking for a sense of approval, but don't seem to be finding it. Subconsciously you may want approval from your family members, and that is why they keep coming up in dreams.

I always say this....I am no expert. The best dream interpretations come from within yourself.

[weatherfreak]

Maybe you also need to face them, to confront them about how you feel about them, and how they made you feel. They might not even be aware, I don't know your situation. Whether you do this in a dream (which takes practice and can be very helpful) or in person, which also takes practice and the help of a really good psychologist, to help prepare you for it before you do it.

I too am no expert, good luck. W