[shezbut]

I keep dreaming that my (soon to be ex) husband is the love of my life. In one way or another, we are kept apart for many years. We finally get see each other, and I am ecstatic. I want to melt into his arms. But it's always kept at just that ~ want.

I want to hug, I want to kiss, I want to be together forever. Each time, we are kept apart by other people present in the dream. Kidnappers, lovers, friends, family.

The dream always brings up strong desire to be with him, and then intense sorrow, devastation, loneliness. In reality, we are about one month away from divorce finalization. I do feel sad and empty inside. Are these recurrent dreams trying to get me to change my mind about divorce? Is this simply normal, since divorce is coming up? Are the intense emotions perfectly natural? Just thinking about it seriously makes me want to cry in reality ~ which is pretty unusual for me!

Please tell me what you think. Please?

[anc1902]

Obviously your soon to be divorce is bothering you a great deal. If you don't let your emotions out during the day, they will manifest during your dreams. Stop pretending it is ok and let yourself be sad about it.