[andycamp]

Just about every night I have a bad dream some so vivid I wake up and think the dream is going on. Two night s ago had a dream about my mother who I live with and sister. My mom was yelling and screaming at me telling me I have made all this up over time because I am looking for attention. I started to cry and was trying to talk back but she kept sayiong things to me like I have runnied there life, how could I do this to them. How much she hated me for this etc. She started to walk out of the house with my sister who was just starring when I yelled back why dont i just ---- my self. I fell apart to the ground she looked at me like she was going to stay and them slammed the door and they left. I woke up llike all this just happened and with tears in my eyes. Mly mom is supportive to the extent she understands etc. What does all this mean.
Andy