I could cry...

I don't know why, or what this means....

but I've had dreams about my mom dieing. Not my dad...just my mom. In the past I had this dream where it was like the end of the world, and there were all these explosions, and then a jet plane came and blew up on the road me and my mom and my grandparents were standing on (this was way before 9/11, btw, so don't suggest that). Then, this jet engine passed my head, barely, and as I looked up I saw my mom and ran to her, and she was impaled by this metal stake or something...and I watched her die in my arms. I had this dream about 2 years ago. I don't like to talk about it. But the reason I brought it up....is because of the dream I had last night.... see further

So I had probably one of the most horrific dreams I've ever had....and I dont know why. I dreamdt that my mom was seeing this guy while still married to my dad. This guy she thought was just a friend. But we soon found out that he had an obsession with my mom. So we're sitting on this lake, and then all of a sudden it flashes to this horrible picture that brings me to tears to think of. My mom's body....her face is unrecognizable..slashed into these red gashes I dont even know its her...until someone tells me my mom was murdered. Then, when I hear....I know EXACTLY what happened, but no one can prove it. I know who did it..I know WTF he did to my mom...the most loving and caring person in the world to me...this is key in my dream, because after I see the shredded body, it jumps to the funeral, and all of a sudden I am giving my mom's eulogy. And all I can remember is saying how much I LOVED my mom, and that she was the most LOVING person I have ever, ever known in my entire life, and anyone who could take her away from this world has Satan in their soul. I talked about how she was the only person who I ever witnessed or learned love from....my speach went on, but I don't remember all that I said. All I know is that at the end, I didnt feel done. And I never saw a casket....I only remember the slashed up body....I also hardly remember my dad being a part...although I know he was, I just don't know when. My brother wasn't there either. ughhh...if this is just too ****ed up, lemme know...I just wish I could get some insight. I dont get very many dreams...especially ones so vivid that leave such an impression...not to mention, this is the SECOND time I've witnessed my mom die catastrophically in a dream....there's something wrong with dreaming of her dieing to me...and to dream of her dieing in such horrific circumstance...scares me all the more..

Any advice anyone has, or any interpretation anyone has...I welcome. please help! these dreams....not to mention the images they put in my HEAD!! scare the ***** out of me!!!!!!

I can't go to bed becuz I am so scared about this....about my dreaming. I'm gonna go get coffee and stay awake...I never want to dream something so horrific EVER AGAIN.

Nightmares are terrible things. I cannot give you a good interpretation of this dream other than the obvious that you don't want to lose your mom.

I have dreams about people I love dying (my husband and son) and they are horrible things. I am sorry you cannot go back to sleep, but I understand that lingering fear. I hope the dream fades soon.