[estrella]

My childhood nightmares have come back worse than before. I'm scared of this thing under my bed, and he's haunting me more than ever. I'm trying to figure out what could trigger this one dream, and what they both mean.

I had a bad dream last night that the clown under my bed, Woodsy, was continuously watching me, but I took all sheets off over my bed and he wasn't there where I thought he was. Instead, all these figurines with eyes were staring me from underneath the bed. All the little statues and figurines in my room have to face opposite of me, because I think they are watching me. It was like that in the dream. Except they were still able to watch me even then. They all belonged to Woodsy, so I got scared, because I knew he would pop up, but he never did.

The other day, I had seen this clown on TV, and my heart began to pound. That triggered this dream coming up, for sure. In the dream, Woodsy had turned into the clown on TV, and he came up to the camera while I was watching this show, and began to speak to me. For some reason, the world was all white, except maybe a few feet in front of me. There was no where to escape and Woodsy was chasing me, trying to kill me. I saw him running down the street from a distance away.

I think that if I don't wake up from these dreams, Woodsy is going to keep coming after me each night until he can get me. And until then, I don't want to go to sleep.