[silentwhisper]

I do not want to sleep ever again. I do not want the memories to come. I do not want anyone to touch me.

[Perna]

You have to sleep for your health and well-being; sorry memories of it are so painful.

[silentwhisper]

Originally Posted by Perna

You have to sleep for your health and well-being; sorry memories of it are so painful.

the memories will not stop

I'm having the same problem.I keep having dreams of people in my house selling drugs or drug related things.I don't have a history of this so I can't say it's really memories but they (dreams) come with so many thoughts and emotion they feel real which in-turn makes me wake up with alot of anxiety and paranoia.I then lye there in bed freaked out with all these weird thoughts.I hate it.I feel like I'm slipping

[silentwhisper]

Originally Posted by rscottbruton

I'm having the same problem.I keep having dreams of people in my house selling drugs or drug related things.I don't have a history of this so I can't say it's really memories but they (dreams) come with so many thoughts and emotion they feel real which in-turn makes me wake up with alot of anxiety and paranoia.I then lye there in bed freaked out with all these weird thoughts.I hate it.I feel like I'm slipping

sorry u can relate...hope u find peace and rest soon.

[JustWannaDisappear]

Originally Posted by silentwhisper

the memories will not stop

I'm sorry I have the same problem. I wake up having panic attacks.

[silentwhisper]

Originally Posted by JustWannaDisappear

I'm sorry I have the same problem. I wake up having panic attacks.

sorry you can relate

[BuckVet09]

I use to wake up at random sounds that would scare the crap out of me. everything from shooting someone in the head to sudden crack noises. I am on ambian 10 mg and it puts me at ease enough to sleep. I am cool with it

[Shadowghost]

I have recurring nightmares, not of things that have happened, but nightmares of being inside demon-possessed houses, or of being tortured in a death-camp-like setting. Sometimes I also dream of being eaten alive by zombies. The dreams seem so real that I wake up screaming and thrashing around, drenched in sweat. I can relate to not wanting to sleep. Who would want to see such things when they close their eyes?

[silentwhisper]

Originally Posted by Shadowghost

I have recurring nightmares, not of things that have happened, but nightmares of being inside demon-possessed houses, or of being tortured in a death-camp-like setting. Sometimes I also dream of being eaten alive by zombies. The dreams seem so real that I wake up screaming and thrashing around, drenched in sweat. I can relate to not wanting to sleep. Who would want to see such things when they close their eyes?

I am sorry you can empathize with the feeling. I wish I could take away your nightmares.

[Shadowghost]

Silentwhisper, I'm sorry you have the nightmares you do. I hope that whatever happened in your life to cause these nightmares will be resolved, that you'll find peace. Just know that you're not completely alone.

[Nupoet64]

I am sorry you all are ahving such bad dreams. I too have nightmares and have times when exhaustion is better than closing my eyes. My dreams are memories, surfacing. They are real and really bad...no zombies that I can set to imagination...they are my dad. I cannot get away from them. They are also present at tiems when I am awake.
I hope you guys find some rest...your body needs it. Many safe hugs...

[silentwhisper]

I hate the way I feel. My body yearns for sleep but my soul recoils at the idea as the flashbacks and memories and vivid dreams are just too much.