Some of the dreams that I have been having lately just puzzle me. One dream is of myself being in a situation that I am homeless and perhaps in a third world country. I say this because it is apparent to me that the entire world around me is poverty stricken and I am, not only alone but, possibly with some cultural barrier that leaves me unable to go about pulling my world together, alone, to take care of myself. Why? the dream was not that detailed, so I don't know. Never the less, in this dream this group of people... that I am viewing as a family, took me in. They had NOTHING... except each other and the experience of living under those conditions and figuring out how to make it work. I have never felt so loved and so appreciative and so full of honor for anyone, as I did for these people. The dream wasn't very long, that I remember, but the feeling that I awoke with, struck a chord so deep within me, that the dream stayed on my mind much of the day. It has been a couple of weeks and I am still thinking of it. The other dream was the very next night. I was at some sort of function and doing some sort of function with many people and we had an audience. It was clear that I was a part of the program and everyone, myself included were physically and mentally challenged. I don't remember specifics... but when I woke up i thought it, so odd that I would have this dream and again, the emotions that I took with me from the dream just felt to be chorded so deep within. All so odd.
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