[MrWoods]

well to start off.
when i was around 13 i started to have dreams. they were more like a puzzle, around 15 i finally figured out how to piece the dreams to fit into a "picture". that night i called a friend of mine and she was about to cut her self... she had the knife in her hand. i saved 3 more of my friends of mine the same way after that. it was amazing i felt like a super hero... untill one week i had a dream. for weeks i couldn't make it out. one day after band practice i was suppost to go to the movies with my best friend. i had to baby sit my 2 sisters at last minute and ended up not going. there was a 34 car pill up on the interstate and my friend and his little sister were the only 2 to die. a tractor trailer jack knifed and crushed the car in half.. later that night i had the dream agin.. it was clearer this time. i had missed it. two good people passed and i had missed it.

i went through such a depression im surprised i came out, and alone at that. i prayed to god(im not any religion i just believe theres something more out there) to take it away.

last week i was told i had ADHD and was in a depression cycle. i almost broke my wifes finger in my sleep. for years ive sat in darkness. no dreams no sounds only cold and alone. i had not slept well for 4 months, every morning waking up more tired than i went to bed.

after i started taking the sleeping pills and my adderall ive been felling better slowly but surly. the other day the wife told me i have been still in my sleep but ive been talking. i also noticed ive been dreaming agin but i cant hold on to them. she said i was saying "they don't care about time" and she said what and i said "they don't care about time" and she asked what i was talking about and i said "in combat they don't care about time, the times they are a changin." and i started to laff.

i just wanted to see if anyone had any input on this. it gives me a chill to my bones because i know somethings coming and i only laff when im in trouble or everythings gone to hell.

Hmm, it sounds like you might be a bit psychic. I know it's a horrible thing to lose those that are close to you, but know that ultimately, it was not your fault. it was the truck drivers fault. As much as you would like to see yourself as one, you are not a superhero. You can only do so much, Your lack of dreams now might be a result of your depression, or perhaps you've 'grown out' of your psychic abilities. I don't know. Very interesting though about the sleep talking, perhaps some therapist might have some better input, even a one time visit might be helpful. Or, it could just be a pleasure dream. Well, that is if you like war type movies, or science fiction. I hope this helped?