[BrokenNBeautiful]

Hi, it's Billi. Haven't been on this forum in a while now.

I awakened from a very upsetting dream this morning and Dane had to wake me up.

It left me afraid to leave the h ouse today.

Anyway, in the dream, I was at the opthalmologist (eye doctor) getting my checkup. I had found this doctor who took medicaid and medicare and his office was very posh---more suited for rich people.

After he gave me my exam, he told me I needed some kind of treatment and it would cost a lot---I would have to make a "down payment" on it and pay him monthly for a year. I tried to tell him I had medicare/medicaid and this should be covered. He didn't answer me. In fact, he goes, "Oh WELL!" in this creepy, freaky voice and walks away from me. I try to chase him saying, "Come on, you are a medicaid doctor, why won't you treat me for free?" He ignored me.

Then I ran back to the waiting room, and rang the service bell. A guy comes up to the window and says, "What are you still doing here?"

I tried to tell them what happened. They ignored me and talked to the patient standing behind me.

I went to the other window and a lady there stared at me, turned to her coworker and said, "Oh, not her again! Billi is crazy. Ignore her, guys!"

I was not getting help or anything.

I woke up crying.

B.

[Detia]

From the dream it sounds like you might be going through a lot of stresses and fears in your waking life.

If this is the case, do you have anyone to talk to or to help you out about the things that are bothering you?

[BrokenNBeautiful]

I have Ani, my spiritual adviser and friend.

I have an idea, too.

I am going to have my sinuses scoped in Jan. and I'm scared.

ty,

Billi