So I have been having a lot of dreams about my bf lately. Sometimes they are just average where we are just hanging out around the house. Some are of me getting pregnant and losing it. The other day I had one about him dying. But last nights was by far the creepiest....
So in my dream we are in his relatives house (this isn't a real relative. I didn't know him in the dream) and I go to bed. The next morning I wake up and come downstairs to find that my bf killed his relative with a chainsaw. I'm screaming and freaking out, I go to call the cops and he is acting like nothing is happening. Then, for whatever reason, I feel really calm. Like I'm not scared of him or think badly of him for doing this or anything. I even stay with him! And he even says "you're really going to stay with me after I murdered someone?" and I said yes.
So not only was I freaked out about what he had done but what freaked me out the most was that it didn't make me see him any differently. I'm not sure what to think of this...
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