[SweetSymphony]

please pray for God not to give up on me.its like my mind has been taken over by the devil and i cant drag myself out of this dark pit ive dug. I've had awful nightmares lately that wont go away, in last night's my mother took me and my two 2nd grade sibling to a graveyard and told me to cut on of their throats with a kitchen knife she gave me because we dont have enough food to feed everyone.i was looking at my sweet little sisters delicate little face crying at me to put the knife down, and my bro was just looking at me with no expression, like he always does,and i chose him. it was so hard and my kept saying mean things like "do it now, he never had as much potential anyway" and i was about to bring the knife down for the final time when i woke up.it was so realistice and i could smell the blood coming out of the clean red line on his throat and woke up crying because these are things no one in my family would even think of

[Amura]

SweetSymphony,
I will pray for you. I pray for you to have peace during sleep.
"I'll help you move on if you let me. Lets walk together." ~ God will never give up on you!

[iamspecial]

Im so sorry to hear that. i will defenatly say a pray for you. The lord will never give up on his children, he is always there with you want to help you and when you have another deam like that try saying the Lords prayer while you are asleep and if you wake up say it awake aswell, that should help you. my auntie said the Lords prayer when the devil tryed to take control of her and it worked for her and it helped. i hope this helps you. take care, you will be in my prays so please let me keep me updated and let me know if there are anything i can do for you and anything else you would like to have prayed about. Hugs xx