[iamspecial]

This is going to sound really strainge and i dont understand it myself and i try to pretend it hasnt happend and thats because there is no way that the person i had a dream about could have been there. She has been dead for 8 years and i never had a dream like this before in my life so im kinda not sure what to make of it.

When i was 10 i lost my grandma to breast cancer and i never dealt with it and i never greeved properly because i was affraid to loose her she was everything to me, she protected me from some harm, so loosing her was the worse thing in my life. Not long ago i had a dream about her and that she was alive and that i wasnt dreaming at all i was awake, well it felt like i was awake and not asleep. i saw her coming down some steps and i was really shocked to see her and i kept telling myself its not her, this cant be real, this has to be a dream but when she came closer to me i felt so warm, so happy, so loved and so shocked at the same time, then she started talking to me has we walked somewhere but not sure where and just before i woke up for real she said she was worried about me. I dont know why she said it and i couldnt ask her what she ment because i woke up before being able to ask so im not sure what it means or why she said she was worried??

[Gojamadar]

Originally Posted by iamspecial

This is going to sound really strainge and i dont understand it myself and i try to pretend it hasnt happend and thats because there is no way that the person i had a dream about could have been there. She has been dead for 8 years and i never had a dream like this before in my life so im kinda not sure what to make of it.

When i was 10 i lost my grandma to breast cancer and i never dealt with it and i never greeved properly because i was affraid to loose her she was everything to me, she protected me from some harm, so loosing her was the worse thing in my life. Not long ago i had a dream about her and that she was alive and that i wasnt dreaming at all i was awake, well it felt like i was awake and not asleep. i saw her coming down some steps and i was really shocked to see her and i kept telling myself its not her, this cant be real, this has to be a dream but when she came closer to me i felt so warm, so happy, so loved and so shocked at the same time, then she started talking to me has we walked somewhere but not sure where and just before i woke up for real she said she was worried about me. I dont know why she said it and i couldnt ask her what she ment because i woke up before being able to ask so im not sure what it means or why she said she was worried??

Hi,
Relax about your dreams. Dreams are dreamt to help you. They do the necessary jobs in sleep, and have very little meaning, apart from showing some of your personal character.
It is not your grandmother who is worried about you, but you yourself worry about your own state of health.
Your doctor should have explained to you that when you take some medicines, especially anti depressants, it impacts on your dreams. You need a more vivid and sometimes more violent dream to wake you up. Also you need a more vivid dream to respond to problems that happen during sleep.
The dream about your gran was simply a waking dream.