[Nammu]

I have a lot of nerve pain, recently I had an injection, a Transforminal steroid in my L4-5, S1. After the injection I thought it was the medicines that were causeing the dreams and sleep problems. Here's one of the Dreams that repete.
I walking in Mpls, along one of the many lakes,it's a beutiful sunny day with cool wind feels great. I relize someone is stalking me, I start running, I'm in a dark ally of deserted warehouses leading to a empty country, there is no one around that could help me. When sudenly my leg falls off!I wake up drenched in sweat and fear.

I get it! That was where I lived when, I was married to an abuser and my daughter's age triggered child hood abuse memories. But I could not understand why now, plus the injection has really helped the pain!

I saw the Pdoc for the pain management clinic, its part of their treatment protacol The first thing he said was that the injection triggered my PTSD! Yeah, it made so much sense, all last week I was in a haze and so angery at nothing, I never put it together. I guess its common for medical procedgers to trigger trama memories, even if they are done with nice docs you feel safe with. I was put under for the procedger, and din't feel any pain. This was just something I wanted to share, it both made so much sense and was something I never knew. I was blown away and wish I had known this years ago.