[OneRedRose]

well I had a very weird dream last night, although with each passing minute its becoming more and more hazy...So I think ill describe the part with my T:

First I dream in full colour and extremely realistic, im in control of my body in the dreams, but not aware that im dreaming until i wake up.

I was sitting in my kitchen with my friends and My T was their, I was trying to read her a letter, I dont know what was written on it, other than I had wrote it (its a detail thats become hazy now) but I tried to unfold it to read to her, but something grabbed me and threw me back, no matter how hard I tried something was physically stopping me from reading the letter, no one else seemed to notice that I was physically being thrown by something that was invisible, I tried to read out the lords pray at one point, but nothing happened.

fast forward, I was trying to hold a wall up from something, I dont remember what or why, I dont remember their being a force on the wall, just a feeling that I had to keep it up, and it was strange because I was somewhere ive never seen before, and it wasnt a modern place either, but I was alone, apart from some guys that walked past that id shout demon! at, but they blanked me and walked behind the wall.

any input on what this could mean?

[Alcinus_of_chell]

I was sitting in my kitchen with my friends and My T was their, I was trying to read her a letter, I dont know what was written on it, other than I had wrote it (its a detail thats become hazy now) but I tried to unfold it to read to her, but something grabbed me and threw me back, no matter how hard I tried something was physically stopping me from reading the letter, no one else seemed to notice that I was physically being thrown by something that was invisible, I tried to read out the lords pray at one point, but nothing happened.

Sounds like you've got something to say or tell to your T, that you can't, perhaps a feeling, nothing specific, but being unable to communicate seems to be the theme.

fast forward, I was trying to hold a wall up from something, I dont remember what or why, I dont remember their being a force on the wall, just a feeling that I had to keep it up, and it was strange because I was somewhere ive never seen before, and it wasnt a modern place either, but I was alone, apart from some guys that walked past that id shout demon! at, but they blanked me and walked behind the wall.

Holding up the wall, and the people walking past without helping, suggest a feeling of struggling along with some (perhaps seemingly impossable) task.