[SoupDragon]

My father died a few weeks ago and I have already posted in another forum about some odd things happening in my house, such as pictures falling off the all.

I don't usually remember my dreams, but last night I had such a bad dream, to the extent I am already dreading tonight.

I dreamt someone was there, although I couldn't see them. At times I couldn't breathe, not sure through terror or because "someone" was trying to prevent me from doing so. I say I was asleep, but I don't think I was completely asleep, I was very conscious of being in my room, in my bed and of it being night time - I remember at some point sitting up (although maybe I was dreaming) and talking to whoever it was there, asking if it was my father, I think I asked who ever it was to stop doing this to me - it is all a bit of a confusion in my head, I am not sure which bits are real and which are the dream. It feels very disturbing, I have never had a dream like it.

Yuk.

[Perna]

I'm so sorry to hear about your father's death and the odd things going on that are disturbing you.

The dream/non-dream action seemed to be more of the same? Maybe it was just a reflection of your thinking/feeling state and part of trying to work through some of what's going on with you, especially the confusion as to what bits are "real" and what merely a dream?

[SoupDragon]

Thank-you Perna - thankfully it hasn't happened since, but I am still disturbed by it when I think of it. It really felt like someone was trying to hurt me. Also spoke with T about it which was helpful.

Thanks again - Soup