Had a bad dream,
It was intense.
In the dream I had I was running away from
gangbangers. I was I was getting shot at and
in one part, I took part in a home invasion!
Really?
I'm a law abiding citizen. Never got in trouble with
the law. I did however accidentally sleep with a nicotine patch
on, I've heard it causes intense dreams.
I hope that was it.
And something else, I won't go into detail but about
2 months ago I accidentally came upon a real serious
graphic crime death scene photo of someone everyone has heard of.
Two of the victims photos are on the internet.
It has haunted me since. Up until 2 months ago? I really
didn't know the details or the others that were victims of the crime.
I was 7 years old when that happened so of course my Mother & Step Dad shielded me from it. I recently realize it now because all of a sudden I was sent out of town from Los Angeles where I grew up to San Francisco to visit relatives. That was out of the ordinary cause my Step Dad wasn't the kind of man who all of a sudden send me to out of town.
So, I don't know what it may have been. Probably my nicotine patch that I forgot to take it off.
Your only supposed to wear it 10-12 hrs per day.
I was also pretty agitated yesterday in dealing with my depressive Mother. She doesn't do anything that a normal Mother would do.
I've stopped figuring her out years ago.
Wished I had at a younger age cause I sure wouldn't have returned to Washington once I was discharged out of the Army, that's for sure.
Unlike that Folgers commercial?
This WASN'T the best part of waking up!

[Thunder Bow]

Be more selective when online, you don't need to be looking up such graphic content. Avoid going to deeply into the news. Agitated family are the gangbusters and you were trying to get away. Maybe breaking and entering into a new world in you, to get away from them.

Distance your self more from Family trouble.