[LiteraryLark]

I had one of the most intense dreams I ever had. I feel fine afterwards, but this was such a crazy dream!

The first half of the dream was about the end of the world, how the world was going to rise to 200 degrees and the people will boil/melt to death, and a group of me, family and friends, and other people were able to find a way to survive, and there was a theme park where people would go on rides and go flying off because the rides were broken and unfinished. That was the first half of the dream.

There was a Casino that the survivors took shelter in, and one of the ways you could make money to live was to work for the Casino, but you had to audition for it and had to greet the interviewer a certain way, like saying a certain phrase. My best friend was the first person to audition and she was applying for the waitress. To be a waitress, you had to service the owner (sleep with him, cater to his needs) and have sex with the clients. My mom was there and she was begging me not to do this. The woman who was interviewing us was blonde, about my age, and was a waitress, and said that the other type of service was to be an assassin.

So I put on my Nazi uniform and addressed the interviewer as "Heil!" and said I wanted to be an assassin. She was showing us a video of what my duties were, which was to also service the owner and to kill people using electric shock, but my mom kept screaming at me not to do this and we had to keep pausing the video and eventually I ordered her to go away. So my dad came in police uniform and was watching me. My first part of the training was to have "virtual sex" which felt really intense (I could feel in the dream). Then, the interviewer took out the electric stick and decided to show it to me by having me electrocuted. The first couple shocks were mild, but then it got more and more painful and I was begging her to stop, saying, "No, please, stop, make it stop!" But she kept smiling at me and turning up the voltage.

Eventually it was so bad that I had to get my dad to make her stop and when I was free I started running, knowing she was after me. My dad was running with me and grabbed a dufflebag and told me to put on a disguise, but I knew that I had to kill this girl, so I put on the disguise and ran into a room where my dad told me to arm myself and I grabbed a garden hoe. So the interviewer comes in with the electric stick and I put on my Nazi hat so she knew who I was. I start swinging the garden hoe at her and we start fighting. I started hacking at her arms and legs with the garden hoe and then finally I was able to jump on top of her and started bashing her face in with the garden hoe. It took an unusually long time to kill her because it was a dream, but after she was finally dead I stood up and people were cheering for me, and I felt like my family had accepted me as a Nazi assassin.

I ended up feeling really good at the end because I was a hero and was accepted for who I was, but the rest was just chaos!

[bluewind]

That could be an incredible movie script. Wow. Are you concerned about global warming? I think it is definitely a fact. And I liked that you didn't want to be a waitress and sleep with the owner. You were willing to fight for yourself. And you did fight. You are a hero. Maybe it means that not everything is as overwhelming as it appears to be in your waking life. That you are stronger thn you think and you can and will overcome your situation but you will have to stand up and fight for it.

[LiteraryLark]

I think my dream is more about surviving through transitions. I'm currently transitioning into a new job, going back to school after taking a year off, switching to long-term birth control, among other things. My life is pretty hectic at the moment. Also, I think the Nazi reference and the want to be a hero is because of harassment from another member who attacked my Nazi fetish and made me feel like a loser, so in the dream I was able to redeem myself and become a hero again and be accepted.