[emptyandhostile-]

I had a dream i was in a dressing room in the mall (I was traveling with a group of people) and I was pulling out mice out my nose one by one. blowing them out on to the floor. I had so many mice coming out my nose , eventually the side of my nose had a tear it in. My old high school was in my dream and it looked torn, and haggard, and had some really creepy emergency room in the basement. (that I used to go to when i was in my preteens that my parents would force me to go ) I seen a lot of people from my past In my dream, one of whom was an old friend of mine. A lot people look up to him in the punk scene and he was sitting on a bench talking to everyone. I went to go talk to him and he ignored me, and seemed unimpressed by me being around. Then an old friend of mine (that used to be my bestfriend but she has kept coming in and out of my life recently for the last time) came walking near the bleachers so I got up feeling all awkward without saying a word and walked away. In my dream there was also this guy I randomly hooked up with when I used to be really messed up on drugs, and alcohol. He was sort of a jerk after we had hooked up. It was a one night stand thing. He seen me in my dream and he walked up to me and he was like " don't I know you" and I was hoping he wouldn't. And he was like "ah yeeess I remember you " I remember feeling embrassed. I ate crappy hopsital looking food in my dream at my highschool there was a food stand outside and people were serving. They kind of just dumped everything on one plate. I remember being frustrated because It made my plate soggy and it was hard to keep everything together. There was nacho chips, and this gross orange fake plastic cheese that comes in lunchables that i hate. and icecream , and some sort of wrap. These two girls starting fist fighting who are mentally challenged and I was scared of getting in the way because I didn't want to get hit or dragged in to it.

so beyond disturbed right now. I took seroquel last night, and haven't gotten much sleep. I just feel really off right now.

[Thunder Bow]

All those things and people you listed in your post, are represented by the mice coming out of your nose. You are getting rid of them by blowing them out of your nose!