[raphael4]

First in a series of dreams on this subject:

My Fiance and I have been together for about six years when I had this dream and were still together for another year even after:

We seem to be visiting her sister. We are at her sisters house; My Fiance and me are in the living room it is dark in there but there is a light on in the kitchen where her sister is standing watching us. My girl and I start to argue and this time it is worse than any other we have had. I am trying to catch up to her so we can be face to face but she turns away from me every time.
Suddenly I hear music playing from the stereo; it is the kind I like but my Fiance doesn't. I can sense at this point that we are seriously breaking up.

Fade to:

I am with a new girlfriend (I can sense that we have a good relationship we really seem to deeply care about each other). I can see that she has bleach blonde hair. We are walking together.She obviously loves me but her family doesn't because I am poor (I sense this because I see her dad going over my financials with disappointment). She and I talk about this and she wants to stay with me and I with her, but I am sensing (but don't tell her) that I think it might not a be wise decision for her sake.

Fade to:

I am standing in a town square off by myself. I seem to be holding lottery tickets and I am waiting for the numbers to be revealed. Some members of my ex wife's (we have been divorced 10 years now) family; her brother and her father I notice in particular are standing in the distance looking at me. They reach out offering comfort and hugs, but I still sense a distance between us.
Then, Apparently I win the lottery and I find myself walking towards a warehouse and I'm not carrying lottery tickets but I'm carrying a box, as I look into the box I can't see what is inside of it as I put it through a window handing it over to someone.

Fade to:

I am walking close to my sons family but still apart from them; Her father looking at me with approval after winning the lottery.
I sense that my new girlfriend and I could now be together and her family would now approve since I am no longer poor.

Fade to:

I am driving a jeep that my Fiance bought for me but I am wearing a jacket that I owned when I was married to my sons mother some ten years ago.
I can sense that I am going to see my fiance because even though she left me, she loved me when I was poor. I see a road sign pointing left (I sense that it is south).

The dream ends and I awake covered in sweat. It seems to indicate that I am going to meet her but I don't know if U actually get to her. This had to be some kind of lucid dream?

Thoughts on this, anyone...

[Thunder Bow]

This travel dream is about transitions in your life. Moving away from arguments and discord to feeling better about yourself. You cashed in the chips and are moving on to finding yourself.

[raphael4]

Originally Posted by Thunder Bow

This travel dream is about transitions in your life. Moving away from arguments and discord to feeling better about yourself. You cashed in the chips and are moving on to finding yourself.

After I posted this I received a letter I had written to her, it was sent back to me marked "return to sender" in angry handwriting. It has been a year since our separation and can't help but wonder why she would still be so angry with me.

I have some personal things important to her that I was going to send to her. I think I should wait awhile before I send them. I'm going to leave her alone to heal herself (this means no trying to contact her). This won't be easy for me, I know. I must stick to my resolve in this. I have always known that I shouldn't have been trying to contact her. But I must change my strategy, heal myself too and HAVE FAITH AND GROW FROM THIS.

Concerning her: I still believe in us, my mind says "move on" but my heart says "keep trying".

[Thunder Bow]

You are doing the right thing. Give this issue much time.

[raphael4]

I have decided...reluctantly to post an update to this. A realization I have just recently had about this...
The music I mention playing in the background... The night she left I was listening to this music when she came home. I asked her to join me to listen and see why I enjoyed it. That was the beginning of the argument that ended our relationship.
I am going to post the other dreams that relate to her about once a week. I welcome any feedback...thanks

[Sjc0]

If the song playing wasn't Tangled up in Blue...well it ought to be in the screenplay somewhere

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[raphael4]

Originally Posted by Sjc0

If the song playing wasn't Tangled up in Blue...well it ought to be in the screenplay somewhere

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Very cool observation...Tangled up in Blue....Especially the last few lines of the Dylan song...I don't think I realized that it was this way for us...well maybe I do, yeah...I do...

[raphael4]

Ok, I have decided to start this dream series in a new thread so I can post them all there eventually "I'll call it "Series of Different Dreams on the Same Subject". I'm going to re-post the first dream and the next one as well. Then I will continue posting the rest of them once a week. So far there have been five occurring over a two year period.