[JustBryan12345]

First off thank you for reading my topic. Second sorry if my grammar is horrible I blame myself for slacking off in school lol. Now this may sound a little odd but I'm a man of faith in God. So I'll give the short version. About six or eight years ago I had a dream. In this dream there was this woman Blonde hair, had a mole on her upper lip and wear purple eye liner and purple lip stick. What she had on over her head was like a wedding gown. It looked like I was holding her from behind close as she was looking back smiling back at me. Then I woke up. Just two weeks ago I started to think more and more about this. I'm starting to remember I may have prayed to God give me a dream of who I will marry. Then two weeks later(Might have been two days) I honestly can't remember clear enough. I am 91% sure I did ask God.

So me and my best friend had a plan to move to Orlando. He was going to bring his cousin and his cousin was going to bring his girlfriend from california. He was stationed there he was in the navy. When he got home my best friend called me over to his house. I went over and as soon as I walked though the door. There she was. Blonde woman purple eye liner purple lipstick. The mole on the upper lip. And yeah even purple clothes. I honestly felt like this was deja vu. Before we moved to Orlando I was having so many Premonitions it wasn't funny because they all happened the next day. I wasn't sure if I was going crazy or this was a strong signal that it was her.

At the end, I admitted my feelings to her. I even told her friend everything that happened to me. Even the premonitions. Then I just ignored them all and moved on. There was trouble thats why I came back.

Can anybody help me? If my horrible typing can be understood. Just ask me what to clear up and I will try my best.

[gma45]

First off..sometimes people have premonitions, doesn't mean you are going crazy, it is a gift. Sorry there was trouble. Did it have to do with telling her friend? I wouldn't dwell on it, just go on with your life and what happens, happens! You never know maybe you were meant to meet her, just not marry her. Or maybe she will come back in your life. In the mean time I would just live! Of course this is just my take on it, maybe some one else will have a better idea. I wish you well!

[JustBryan12345]

Her friend messaged me. She was "Defending" her. And wondering why I had left. I left Orlando because her and him fighting most of the time. And having sex while I was in the room(Not to detailed is it?) My emotions couldn't take it no more. I was down there with just those two my friend backed out he thought it wasn't a good idea. But I had to go because I was a fool in love and let my emotions get the best of me.

Those to were fighting on and off. I tried to be the hero. You know hold her while she was crying. The "I care and I am here for you" type of deal. She was crying because he was talking to this older woman about hooking up. My emotions toke a ride to hell and back. I been moving on with my life this has been about a year and half now. I believe in Gods plan for my life. God's plan will always come though. I just wished I know what it was..