[Lazarus16]

Hello everyone! I often made dreams about a girl I used to love when I was in high school 9-10 years ago. She was named ''Alice'' and I never really forgot her. She looks a lot like Miranda Kerr. I don't think of her all the time, I can go months without thinking about her but whenever I dream of her... whenever I hear her name... I remember how much I loved her and I think I regret not telling her how I felt. That must be why I dream about her, I dream we meet again at our graduation reunion that is this summer and I'm so scared of seeing her again... I saw her maybe 2-3 years ago in a bus, terribly depressed and it hurt me so much that she saw me like this. She recorgnized me, talk to me for a bit but I looked awful, I was unshaved, my hair were greasy, really, I looked terrible! My math teacher in grade 11 joked to the whole class that we'd go well together for prom but I never found the courage to ask her out...

For the following 9-10 years, I dreamt sporadically about her and since she moved about 2000 kms away from my town, I can't get closure so I regret and I regret. I believe if I could have lucid dreams, I could tell her how I feel in a dream and move on but I have no control over my dreams... Anyone can help me, please, I really want to tell her how I feel but not in real life, I don't want to date and I don't want to ruin her relationship, she's married.

Thanks!

[Thunder Bow]

She is a par tof yourself that you mind uses, when it is processing the days events and feelings. No worry.

[Lazarus16]

Originally Posted by Thunder Bow

She is a par tof yourself that you mind uses, when it is processing the days events and feelings. No worry.

Yeah, that makes sense... Re-reading my initial post, I realise I was just freaking out a bit because I got 3 tooths extracted and can't do all I'd like to do. I can't go to the gym, I can't eat solid yet, I can't talk much, I'm on painkillers, all that combined together gives the result we witnessed last night. I dreamed of Alice and freaked out but it passed.

I'm feeling better now, thanks!