This is weird, and started when I left my job about 2 months ago. I worked full time but travelled a lot, and as a carer, it wasn't conducive to how my life was going, so I got another local job. But it fell through after I resigned. So I ended up doing what I planned to do, but in 5 years time. Which is consultancy and some trustee work. It's been OK. I've got 2 projects, earns some money, done a course and passed some tough exams. But I have days when I just stay in bed. I can work on my laptop, and have worked from home before, but I have l SS contact with people now. Anyway, I nap more. I tend to dream about whatever I was last thinking about, the dreams aren't that interesting. It's just that when I wake up, I feel so scared. Just for a few minutes until I remember where I am and that the world's not going to end, at least not today. It's only if I sleep for a short time. Not when I wake up after several hours sleep in the morning. Which presumably means my deep REM sleep is OK. But it's just strange, as it only started when I stopped working full time and my life changed. I realise that might be why, but it annoys me and I hope it stops soon. Anyway, just wanted to vent. Thanks for listening.
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