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I had a burlesque performance last night, I have been a preformer for near on two years now.
for the first time even with all the social anxiety I feel when on stage I felt so self confident in myself and the fact I had come up with a unique, creative routine all by myself. I ran into people at the show that tried to drag my self esteem down by creating drama but I calmly and quietly just told them in my head to "f off" I am amazed and proud that I have gotten to this point, I can handle myself and my mental disorders and their symptoms and lead the life that I truly wish to.
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Dx:OCD, AD/HD-C and ADD kinda both, General Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder,Abandonment Anxiety, Cycothymic disorder, or mixed bipolar, Border Line Personality Disorder,Histonic Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality disorder, eating disorder ]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs VT Student, CNA student, working HHA ![]() |
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That's fantastic Kala! Well done.
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lol so this ironic I got booked for another show tonight and did a great job at that one too. I feel lol on top of the world with all this.
and I feel like all the years I have spent practicing burlesque are starting to pay off I mean I really start to feel like I know what I am doing as performer
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Dx:OCD, AD/HD-C and ADD kinda both, General Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder,Abandonment Anxiety, Cycothymic disorder, or mixed bipolar, Border Line Personality Disorder,Histonic Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality disorder, eating disorder ]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs VT Student, CNA student, working HHA ![]() |
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I would love to have your job!!!!!!!
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