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Old Oct 11, 2013, 03:08 PM
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I had a burlesque performance last night, I have been a preformer for near on two years now.

for the first time even with all the social anxiety I feel when on stage I felt so self confident in myself and the fact I had come up with a unique, creative routine all by myself.

I ran into people at the show that tried to drag my self esteem down by creating drama but I calmly and quietly just told them in my head to
"f off"

I am amazed and proud that I have gotten to this point, I can handle myself and my mental disorders and their symptoms and lead the life that I truly wish to.
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Old Oct 11, 2013, 05:12 PM
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That's fantastic Kala! Well done.
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Old Oct 12, 2013, 02:23 AM
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lol so this ironic I got booked for another show tonight and did a great job at that one too. I feel lol on top of the world with all this.

and I feel like all the years I have spent practicing burlesque are starting to pay off I mean I really start to feel like I know what I am doing as performer
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]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs
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Old Oct 12, 2013, 07:19 PM
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I would love to have your job!!!!!!!
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