[UCLAFan]

When i'm home alone and nobody calls me for days. When i go out alone and someone ask if i'm alone.When i'm out alone and it looks like everyone is with friends but me.The last few years i have attended concerts and baseball games mostly alone. When i would go places with some folks there would always be some kind of drama.It's hard being alone. But i'd rather be alone than with drama filled people. But being alone a lot has done a number on my self esteem at times.There is one good thing though. There is this cute guy i see at concerts and i notice he is alone a lot to.So when i see him by himself i don't feel like such a loser.I admit i'm starting to have feelings for him and am confused. My self esteem with guys and relationships is not good.

hey, sidle on over to him and start a conversation about the music!!!! it can't hurt.......xoxoxo pat

[UCLAFan]

Oh he talks to me all the time actually.So at that time i feel a bit better.

thanks great ucla fan,( tha the talks to you). Sounds like you are an interesting person to know. There is nothing wrong with you if you spend time along. it sounds like internally you want something different. Can you find some organizations to become a part of?

[Irine]

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great! i hope it becomes osme kind of a relaitohship and maye then you won`t feel so so lonely.
you can change phone numbers/messangere/email adresses and kep in touch....

by the way, i am also alone most of the time, but believe me, i am not sad at all! the point is keeping yourself occupied

[Fuzzybear]

[Wants2Fly]

((((((((((((UCLAfan)))))))))))))))))))

[sassypants]

I really think you are very brave to attend outings by yourself. At least you continue to try to do things without
anyone. You are bound to meet some new people that
way. I usually strike up a conversation when I go out
shopping, or to the doctors.Saturday, was the 1st time,
that i ever went to the show by myself. I did go to the show
when I had to go to Mayo Clinic in Minn.Isn't that wierd?
But I really had a great time, doing what I wanted to do.
I also have self esteem issues because I am very overweight,without a job, and depression. So, here I am
struggling also.

I sending you a BIG HUG!

Hi UCLA,
I know it's tough being alone. I hope you and that guy "accidently" bump into each other.